Update for June 5, 2015

Hi gang,

I'm still here, just went on a vacation, virtual as well as IRL. We went to Florida for a couple of weeks. Breezed through Tampa but I didn't see any of the famous guys and gals who make that town a swinger's paradise (or so it would seem from their videos).

I've been obsessing about certain authors lately, reading the same things over and over and putting myself in those situations for that Big Release. I know it's a depressing spiral into my own personal Hell of regrets and disappointments to not be happy with my life and to want a revolving door for my imaginary lovers. I know and still...

This is one of my favorite scenes:

" I lost control during Mark licking me out. Ned came over and stuck his cock in my face so I began to suck him off. As Mark was bringing on an orgasm, I let Ned go and yelled out Oh Fuck. With that Mark got up and stuck his cock in me, during my orgasm. It was non stop after that. Ned and then Terrell fucked me. Henry then came behind me and fucked my ass. Then a friend of Ned's, then Terrell again and Henry came back for another ass repeat. My orgasms were unrelenting and I just became a cock whore.

She also was made airtight, blowing Terrell while Mark was pussy pounding and Henry drilling her ass. She also recounted Terrell along with his brother Leon making her into an Oreo."

I read this stuff while a GGG vid of Cissie getting glazed is playing in a side screen and I just masturbate over and over.

I think something is wrong with my head.

Kara, not at all in a good place mentally tonight.